DIPRESSION

 

 

SALAM ALAIK

 

 

Hehe... Rajin la pulak aq post banyak2 awal2 ni...

Lepas ni,,, hmm.. tinggal bersesawang laa..

 

 

Hari ni rasa cam banyak pulak nak bercerita.. hehe

 

semalam aq agak in unstable emotion..

I'm not crying.. but the true feeling is......

 

 

no one knows

 

 

Pergi jmpa kaunselor...

He gives me borang soal selidik tentang

emosion since a week ago..

 

The result is

 

Stress - Sederhana

(ofcos,, aq bkn jenis yg serius sgt.. huhu)

 

Anxiety (kerisauan) - Sangat Teruk

(Hamik kau.. yeah,, there is something yg bother aq smpai bila fikir pasal bnda tu, aq jd sakit perut and shaking)

 

Kemurungan - Teruk

(Consequences of bnda di atas - menyebabkn kalo blh aq nk avoid dr sembang dgn sesapa pn..

kata kaunselor,, kalo bnda ni 'Sangat Teruk' blh membawa kpd perasaan nk suicide.. hohho,, bahaya doe..)

 

Tapi aq xdak la sampai mcm tu...

Memang agak dipress.. Tapi aq masih waras..

Alhamdulillah,, still ada teman2 yg aq blh pinjam bahu..

Thankz to them.. May Allah bless..

 

 

 

 

 

p/s: Apape pun,, pi amik wudhuk, bentang sejadah...

 

"   Allah tidak membebankan seseorang melainkan sesuatu dengan kemampuannya.

Dia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yg diusahakannya dan dia mendapat seksa (dari kejahatan) yg dikerjakannya.

(Mereka berdoa): "Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami salah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kami dengan bebanan yg berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang2 sebelum kami. 

Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kami apa yg tidak sanggup kami menanggungnya.

Maafkan kami, ampunilah kami dan rahmatilah kami.

Engkau penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yg kafir."   "

 

(Surah Al-Baqarah: 286)

 



RESCUE

Listening to Yuna-Rescue..

Somehow I feel like she dedicate the song to me... n herself...

(n other girls out there..)

 

 

Sometimes I feel inspired

But sometimes I doubt

Am I strong enough?

Maybe I am the one who really need a rescue

 

 

 

 Yuna - Rescue

 

She thinks she’s all alone
And all her hopes are gone
And so I wrote this song
So she can move along

But things were bad
She was in despair
Her things were bad
And you were never there

But things were bad
She came up for air
She said a little prayer

she found herself

<Chorus>
Yeah, she’s got light in her face
She don’t need no rescuing, she’s okay.
Yeah, she’s got life in her veins
She don’t need no rescuing, she’s okay.

No S.O.S. needed, no rescuing, she’s fine out there.

No S.O.S. needed, no rescuing, she’s fine out there.

Yeah, she’s got life in her veins, she don’t need no rescuing, she’s okay.

She looks into the sky
And all her tears are dry
She kissed her fears goodbye
She’s gonna be alright.

But things were bad
It was beyond repair
She was scared, she couldn’t handle it.
The things were bad, but now she’s glad
Can’t you tell, she’s walking on air?

<Chorus>

That girl is you yeah and that girl is me
That girl is stronger than the raging sea
That girl is you yeah and that girl is me
That girl is stronger than the raging sea

<Chorus>

 

 

 

***

 

I hope I can become like the girl Yuna mentioned..

But right now... I'm still so weak...

And I hope there is someone who will support me..

 

 

But one thing yg kita selalu terlepas pandang..

Me too sometimes...

 

 

Allah is always there

to support us

 

 

~May Allah bless~

 

 

p/s: (whispering) Yuna is just awesome! *thumbs up!

 

 

 

SALAM BERKENALAN

 

Hajimemashite!

 

This is ME !


 

 

In this blog, I'm gonna talk about ME, my WORLD,

my PASSION, my THOUGHT, my LIFE...

n what comes in my mind that I think I wanna share with u guys..

 

 

 

::About me::

 

 

Well, basically *I'm a student di sebuah universiti tempatan...

 

 

*I <3 ARTS

my mark is ILHAMKU

 

 

*I like to TRAVEL

KLCC Park

 

Bako National Park, Sarawak

 

 

 

*I am ANIME Otaku (not fully otaku)

I just love watching animes

*I'm very interested in JAPAN

(the country, the culture, the architecture, the animation, the language, the courtesy)

n I wish I could go there someday...

 

 

 

 

*Suka beraktiviti LASAK

 

 

 

*Not very good in social skills

 

 

 

*Suka benda UNIQUE & CREATIVE

 

comel x Nasi Goreng Pattaya? ;)

 

 

*X berapa nak 'Sopan'

like I don't care so much on how do I look, how do I walk, I do I sit..

a bit tomboyish... maybe...

 

 

*Suka benda CHOMELLE

comel in my own view

I'm quite high taste u know..

 

 

*Not talkative..

 

 

*I'm just UNIQUE in my own way... ;P

Don't u think so?

 

 <--- Yoroshiku ne!